Negative, ignorant, and full of yourself. That’s all you are.

So sick and can’t sleep.

I feel horrible for skipping speech day tomorrow, but I feel like absolute shit and cannot sleep. I’m not really sure what I have yet, but I don’t think I’m in any condition to be going to a 3-hour long class tomorrow and be prepared for a speech. The only thing that worries me is that if you miss two days of that class, you basically fail and don’t get any credits. It sucks, but I’m going to do as much as I can to prevent that. At least it’s Friday so I know I won’t have to worry about missing class over the next couple days after that. I just hate not going to class this early in the semester.

My philosophy class is the most interesting class I’ve ever taken. I love talking about all the possibilities of how humans came to be and what we are made up of. It gets me thinking about my purpose and what I want to do for the world. 

My financial aid is finally going through this week, and I think if I have any money left over, I’m just going to buy a car because it sucks having to walk places or ask for someone to pick me up. I wish there wasn’t so much snow and ice, otherwise I’d get my bike from home and just bike everywhere. 

I went into a tattoo shop today with Ameerah to get a quote on how much my shoulder tattoos would cost. The guy I talked to said that with color and everything they would be $500. The last guy I talked to said $350 for them. So I’d really like to think on it and maybe ask another artist as well. I want good quality AND a good price. We’ll see what happens.

I should probably go lay down again and try to get some rest.